Decisions Decisions..

Well I went to the doctor on Monday and found out that we will be a having a little girl, So now I'm completely baffled because I was hoping for a boy! So now we are trying to decide on names and design of the room.

These are some of our favorite:

1. Kylie
2. Audrina
3. Aria
4. Victoria
5. Scarlett
6. Bliss 
7. Taylor 
8. Kinsley

I have to say that my favorite is Bliss! I absolutely love it, Jerry not so much. lol I love that it isn't  a common name, and it's very rememberable & that's what every mother wants is for there child to make an impression even if it's there name.

Jerry LOVES Kylie Victoria, I like it but i'm not sure it's the ONE. I really want to name her bliss but I'm having a hard time figuring out a middle name for her. I would really love to name her that so I'm going to continue to look for a middle name.

Well off to cook dinner and watch Vampire Diaries!

xoxo
Tarah

Surprise!! I'm Pregnant...

Well... I don't know where to even start, in the middle of January Jerry Todd had to go out of town working, & I had been feeling really hungry and super tired! That's reallu unusaul for me so I text my friend Liz and was like how did you know that your where pregnant? She told me that her boobs where super sore, hadn't had her period, and was super hungry. Well my boobs are always super sore and my period was always jacked up because of my birth control, so she told me to come over and take a pregnancy test, I was like no I'm just going to go home and not worry about i figured that i would start my period next couple of days. Then I really started thinking about it and was like just go buy 1 pack with comes with 3 test. So as soon as I get off work, i hed to CVS and go buy some then head home. I get home read the box peed on it and went feed the horses came back and the 1st test read POSITIVE! Yes positive so i start freaking out and pee on a 2nd waited and it all so came out positive, so at that point I was freaking out completely! I called Liz and she was like well your pregnant there is not such thing as a false positive, so then i just freaked out even more!! So i went ahead and took the 3rd test because I was freaking out and thinking there was NO way that I was pregnant!! Once again the last test said positive, I just cried & tried call Jerry had no signal so I texted him ask to please call me as soon as possible. Well about 10 minutes later he calls and was like are you ok, is there something wrong? I was trying to stay calm but It wasnt working out to well, I finally told him i had taken 3 pregnancy test and they all came back positive. He was super calm and told me i figured your where, you haven't had your period in awhile and i could just tell taht you where. I was baffled i was like why didnt you tell me and said because he didnt want to freak me out. I was like thanks for giving me a heads up, very nice of you! Well I went to the doctor & I am 13 weeks due September 17th. & praying and hoping that I have a little boy, but i guess i would be happy either way as long as it's healthy.
Couple of names ideas......
BOY NAMES:

1. Cam
2. Stark
3. Kingsley

GIRLS NAMES:

1. Bliss
2. Kinslee/Kinsley
3. Aria/Arianna

Jerry likes Kingsley and Cam for a boy and He likes all the girl names.

I still don't know how I feel about any of this because I for one didn't want children, I have so many fears & all this is doing right now is stressing me out thinking about it. I'm hoping that after I find out the sex that I will be happier and more excited because I feel like a horrible person not being happy and excited about it, when all my family and Jerry is so excited, but I don't know what else to do about it. I guess that's all for now intill next time.

Xoxo
Tarah

Its time!

So I have decided it time to start decorating my room! I have a bunch of different ideas but I dont know which way to go, I really into the shabby chic look!! I want to paint my room black but I dont know if that will be to much? well here is acouple of pictures to get an idea of what im talking about!Im In LOVE with this bed!Love this couchI think this is soo cuteLove everything about this room!: )

Love this Duvet cover!

Well thats all the pics i have so far! :)

Bye Bye 2010

Ello 2011

Wow I can’t believe 2011 is already here! 2010 seriously flew by WAY to fast if I might say, not that I’m not sad to see it go, it was a fairly decent year, and it definitely had its ups and downs that's for sure!

Well 2011 lets please have a truly amazing year with one another.

Now for the resolution(s):

1. Lose weight, I will get into the best shape of my life!

2. I will have more fun & not worry about money ALL the time.

3. I will try to control my temper better.

4. I will try cooking more (even if it doesn’t turn out well.)

5. Pass my all my Insurance Test.

6. Take a photography class

7. Take more Photos of EVERYTHING!

8. Go and watch more movies

9. Take more trips and go see the world.

10. Decorate the house.

11. Go shopping more often.

12. Take Jordan to do more stuff (Go outside more, go the movies, and go anywhere her little hearts desires.)

13. Work with Cade more.

14. Build a shop

15. Spend as much time as possible with Karah. (I feel as if she is growing up way to fast! / )

16. Try not swear as much or even at ALL! lol

17. Find a great quote everyday!

18. Try to read as much as possible.

19. Figure out what I really want in life.

20. Have as much fun as i possible can, I'm only 20 well 21 on the 29th and i feel as if I'm 30 already.

21. Last but definitely not least. Fall even more in Love with my Jerry Todd. I don't see how it's possible but I'm going to see what I can do.

I hope to achieve all of these, I'm keeping my fingers crossed that I can't do it.

xoxo

Tarah