Tuesday No bueno!!

Last night wasn't the most pleasant of nights! I went to bed having A LOT ofpressure, cramping like I was on my period, lower back was KILLING me, & wascontracting not bad but I was definitely feeling them. Jerry said I passed out anywhere between 9:30-10:15 moaning and groaning in pain, Lets just say for me to go to sleep that early you know something is wrong. I usually don't go to bed till 11:45-1:30 if not later. Well I woke up at 1:50 & had to use the restroom, I know TMI but there was so much pressure I could hardly pee. So I went back to bed could hardly get back into bed cause our bed is extremely high so I had to wake poor Jerry up to pull me up into bed. I laid down and he rubbed my back and belly for a little while in till, he passed back out. Which I was thankful as ever for even if it was for a short period of time. I tossed and turned in till Jerry's alarm went off for work at 4:30, he left and I couldn't go back to sleep so I got up took a LONG HOT shower then Bliss & I ate so good ole' Honey nut cheerios. Sadly didn't eat as much as I wanted because someone (Bliss) didn't want to eat that. So I took my contraction pills and started getting ready to head to town with my maw maw because we had already planned the day before to take my Pawpaw truck into the tire shop & I need to go by the pool place to get some chemicals. Well when I got up and started moving around I just started feeling worst and worst pressure, cramping, contractions and bad headache. So I left a message with my doctors call center because they don't open till 9, and waited for them to call me back they finally called me back but my doctor was at the hospital, covering another doctors clients while he was vacation. So they told me I definitely need to go to the hospital and get checked out, better to be safe than sorry. So I arrived at the hospital at 10:15, signed in they took me right up and put the contractions & heartbeat machine on me and Bliss to see how we we're doing. She came back in and did an exam and she said I was thinning out and my contractions where getting pretty bad, so they started giving me shots to stop the contractions. My contractions finally slowed back down and they told me I could go home at four if I took my medicine and stayed to STRICT BED REST! I totally agreed and got the heck out of there! LOL 

I came home and let my babies out side to potty and came and laid right down. I am super uncomfortable and still contracting, I feel so bad for little Bliss cause she is steadily moving so I'm figuring that it's stressing her out. So I will definitely be listening to my doctor and lay around A LOT because I'm not ready for her to come out! I feel like I still have so much to do. I have so many questions to ask my doctor and get my self mental prepared for everything, because I am SOOO not ready right now! I feel so bad for saying I'm not ready for her to come out but I'm not but I guess I will really ever be ready for her to come out but I would feel a lot better if I was more settled with everything. 

I did start washing all of her clothes, blankets, burp & wash clothes, & sheets yesterday! There was Three baskets of Pink that need to be washed! Yes! I said THREE!! I know insane huh? I was folding the first basket and I was like Oh my goodness I have a headache and Jerry said probably because of all the pink your staring at. lol He such a goob.
I still have to finish shopping, wish stresses me out because I still have to get:

• Lansinoh Brand Lanolin Breast Cream
• Lansinoh Disposable Nursing Pads,
• Lansinoh Soothies Gel Pads
• Medela soft shells
• Lily gel nursing pads
• NUK/Gerber warm & cool breast relief packs.
• A breast pump, I'm still trying to decide on which brand because there are so many to choose from!!! (HELP!!!)
• Wipe warmer
• Another Diaper Genie & refills.
• Boppy Newborn Lounger
• Soaps, Lotions, Destin, Boogie Wipes, Baby Powder, Aquaphor, Diapers & Wipes. (You can never have enough right? lol)
• Nursing Bras 
• Tucks medicated Wipes
• Belly Bandit 
• Bumbo
• Bath Tub 
• Bottle Warmer (Will I really use this though?)

I have some of this stuff but I want to stock up where I don't have to worry about it when she's here.